Yoga, meditation, energy practices, healing, and somatic modalities—all of them exist to align us with our true self. So we can act from a place of authenticity and wholeness. So we won’t betray our truth. 

But we usually get stuck. Stuck in the healing phase, stuck in the sentimental bliss of feeling connected to God. But you are God. You came here to take part in the game you created, to live in harmony with all these other particles of yourself, to co-exist, co-create, co-affect each other. To exhibit the dance of purity, talent, and dedication.

But how much healing do we actually need?

Will we ever be enough? Will I ever be enough?

That was a hard one for me. With my perfectionist mind, I always thought I just needed a little more time. To get a little smarter. A little thinner. To have a house where I could make nice videos. A diploma I could hang behind me so people wouldn’t question my authority. Anything to protect myself from criticism, from being called not good enough.

But maybe my role isn’t to be perfect. Maybe my role is to be brilliant, talented, happy, and loved—just as I am.

Do I need more healing, more reprogramming, more retouching?

I see the sun, and I smile. That’s the sign of a person who is whole enough. A person who is ready.

So I’m putting aside this I’m getting ready mentality. I’m stepping out of my shell. It’s time to start making things. Perfect, not perfect—it doesn’t matter. I’ll do my best, and I’ll learn as I go.